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so funny how we forget things so soon... ie: explanation for particularly strong bout of rage...

mr. stillpoint put some needles in my feet that are supposed to let me release all the negative emotion that i was stuffing when i was stoned all the time... i really need to stay away form people... isolationism is the way to go... being around people always gets me into some sort of trouble... with myself or others... doens't matter... i like Nine Inch Nails... i like angry... pay close attention to the below lyrics... if at any time you feel you are going to vomit please place one hand over your mouth and raise the other and i will stop the ride as soon as possible...

I'm becoming less defined, as days go by
Fading away, well you might say I'm losing focus
Kind of drifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myself
Sometimes, I think I can see right through myself
Sometimes, I think I can see right through myself
Sometimes, I can see right through myself

Less concerned, about fitting into the world
Your world that is, cause it doesn't really matter anymore
(No, it doesn't really matter anymore)
No, it doesn't really matter anymore
None of this shit really matters anymore

Yes, I am alone, but then again I always was
As far back as I can tell, I think maybe it's because
Because you were never really real to begin with
I just made you up to hurt myself

I just made you up to hurt myself
Yeah, and I just made you up to hurt myself
I just made you up to hurt myself
Yeah, and I just made you up to hurt myself
And it worked

Yes it did!

There is no you, there is only me
There is no you, there is only me
There is no fucking you, there is only me
There is no fucking you, there is only me

Only (x4)

Well, the tiniest little dot caught my eye
And it turned out to be a scab
And I had this funny feeling
Like I just knew it's something bad

I just couldn't leave it alone
Picking at that scab
It was a doorway trying to seal itself shut
But I climbed through

Now I'm somewhere I am not supposed to be
And I can see things I know I really shouldn't see
And now I know why now, now I know why
Things aren't as pretty on the inside

There is no you, there is only me
There is no you, there is only me
There is no fucking you, there is only me
There is no fucking you, there is only me

Only (x8)

Comments

i'm not following.

and I read it like a few times

both sober and drunk.

Seriously.

and it's buggin me.

don't get what exacly... ?
i'm not sure if i do either...
hangover hurts my eyeballs...

Americana at its best/worst?

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