Wee little Lamby's Log

so, i've made it a good solid three weeks.. the first week being characterized by drinking wine and crying a lot, the second week by rage and this week... i seem to want to excercise again... interesting... throughout, i have had terrible restless leg syndrome, which has been cutting into my sleep... restless legs are like torture... it itches and hurts and spazes and tickles all at the same time... so i have to get up and do legs-up-the-wall for liek hours before it goes away... my mom is going to order some cool ass oil that i'm supposed to put on the soles on my feet before bed... it also treats add... which, as you may or may not know are my initials. The polarity teacher at IPSB brought up that book, messages in the water, or something like that... you know, where the guy says different stuff to the water, plays music shows images then freezes it and takes pics of the molecules... she said that i may want to consider changing my name becuase i may be taking it on... i then thought it would be funny to stick my gramma's name, hazel in there and just make it adhd... haha... i think my dad would be offended if i changed my name, but you kow what, he's the one who gave my driving issues by making me go to bakersfield my whole fucking life, so i guess he deserves it... he is also mad at me for not smoking pot because that's the only thing we had in common... too bad so sad...