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Count by the days becoming
and make space
go back to the place before touch
lay down your dead
so your arms have room
let go
and wait for a tug

Go back to the place before reason and watch
for the cause
before your eyes caught the mirror and it caught you
before the first thought and its unwinding
and wait for a tug

let yourself know
that you know
you will know soon
you know.
you know,
that you will know soon

clay remembers. the slab remembers if it was dropped and when it enters the fire, it unwinds that wound. Also, the clay has an intelligence. It is best to trust what the clay knows and use it. To remember that it is a communication---you are not directing. You should ask the clay what it's becomming.

If you are throwing a really fine medium, especially--you have to account for the torque. For example, I know this is true for Wedgewood: they put the handle on at an angle that relates to the twist that somehow holds from the wheel. Of course, the clay does not go back to the form it started in. and then again, sometimes it cracks. but, even in the best situation, you have to allow for some unwinding.

Body memory This is not now this is then and also now it is not her and it is come get what you need what do you need come get it okay I will get in my car and drive No not five hours ten minutes that was someone else who would never come to me but come to me you almost came it would mean the world it has become heavy this dream of the day that when I need it someone will meet me where Im at I will come but the books stay here tonight will you hold my soul you always do thank you I will go get in my car

write me


I want to lay on the pillows and eat rice and watch greys anatomy for 8 hrs and laugh until my mind is clear and I can write me.
That is what I want. that is not what I need.

that was not me either. and it was. and so is this.

write me




and she will come.

stop and stand still
hold your breath
count to 3

everything changes

and now we can know for sure that want and need will never be different.

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