DADDY sez...

Instead I'm in L.A. to do some work. I have to keep telling myself that I'm doing this for us. That the minefields of anxiety and depression here - the uncontrolled energy fields of others - don't have to influence me so deeply.

But I am here - she is there.

I have to tell myself that this short spell will buy us time together: vast spans to work and play and be together.

But for the moment - she is there and I am here.

I like how when we're together I don't have to talk. And how that's totally okay. and no one has to say or not say it's okay. It just is.

I like how she can be 110% in to buying an old plain, funky antique hutch while on a visit to her Mom's area...

Then, weeks later, get buyer's remorse - saying it "looks too country"

Then, after she arranges it nice in the kitchen, liking it again. Thinks it's the most perfect thing.

Here I am in Los Angeles and all I can do is think about is her

and motorcycles. I think about a lot about motorcycles too.