Cancer Discordia
fuckin flippin the fuck out. We all do it once in a while, but why is it that for some it's the primary mode of behavior?
Constantly argumentative, perpetually on the defense, trying to prove something - I don't know what.
If Zero Respect and Abandonment are the goals, then go right on snappong off at everyone and everything. Nice fuckin job.
Thanks to the Magic of cell phones I can get tagged anywhere at any time. No wonder The Jaded Guy lives the Hermit's life. I get it.
And to top it all off: my sweat smells like butter right now. But that was all me. Apparently, eating spaghetti covered in garlic butter and parmesan cheese isn't such a good idea.
Fuckin fuck.
Comments
I know that you are down... you have plenty of reasons, god knows... however, you are the most effective dispondent I have ever seen. How does it feel to know that you feeling troubled is far higher resonnance and effectivity than most of the world. But, then again, maybe thats just it. Truely accepting the fact that you are alive. Taking all the consequences that come with it. Most will never get close.
Posted by: princess | September 29, 2006 09:48 PM
i am this way because i have been very much NOT this way and retain the latent potential for those flavors of darkness
much of what makes up the resonance you refer to does not occur in a vacuum
the engagement in the now, the immersion in emotional responsibility for The Other is not randomly self-generated phenomena.
the sometimes silent persona has been recently balanced with a stillness inside. it is that way due to those i've chosen to expose myself to, those who have chosen to be near me
by both the moments of Ease and the uncomfortable times of Friction.
i am truly alive because of the Other, most especially you
which makes me the luckiest man in the world.
of course this is all just "Theory".
Posted by: brown_slice | October 1, 2006 12:50 AM